July 18th, 2012
Read Emily’s latest sermon, “Continental Drift,” on her blog, Sit and Eat. It’s about being alone, about Jacob wrestling with the angel, and about, well, continents. That drift. It’s also a part of our “Generations” series, in which we’ve been exploring the stories of our ancestors in the book of Genesis.
July 17th, 2012
Join us this Saturday as we gather to bless the Enough for Everyone Garden and A Small Green Patch and celebrate all the ways in which the land is blessing us. The garden is located at 346 Bergen Street, between 3rd and 4th Avenues in Brooklyn. We’ll have a short liturgy with music and prayer starting at 4 PM (and the answer is yes, there really will be a trombone!). At 4:30, we’ll have some light refreshments and continue the celebration with some mingling and merriment. Feel free to come for just the party, or just the blessing, or for both! We’ll be hosting volunteer hours from 12-3 to water the plants, spiff up the space and finish installing the ladder-sculpture-gourd-trellis that will sit in our newly formed bed along the wall. Hope to see you there! You can also check out more recent photos of the Garden on our picasa page.

July 8th, 2012
by Scott Cairns
For near is where you’ll meet what you have wandered
far to find. And near is where you’ll very likely see
how far the near obtains. In the dark katholikon
the lighted candles lent their gold to give the eye
a more than common sense of what lay flickering
just beyond the ken, and lent the mind a likely
swoon just shy of apprehension. It was then
that time’s neat artifice fell in and made for us
a figure for when time would slip free altogether.
I have no sense of what this means to you, so little
sense of what to make of it myself, save one lit glimpse
of how we live and move, a more expansive sense in Whom.
–Read at St. Lydia’s on July 8, 2012
July 8th, 2012
by Jane Miller
March 10th and the snow flees like eloping brides
into rain. The imperceptible change begins
out of an old rage and glistens, chaste, with its new
craving, spring. May your desire always overcome
your need; your story that you have to tell,
enchanting, mutable, may it fill the world
you believe: a sunny view, flowers lunging
from the sill, the quilt, the chair, all things
fill with you and empty and fill. And hurry, because
now as I tire of my studied abandon, counting
the days, I’m sad. Yet I trust your absence, in everything
wholly evident: the rain in the white basin, and I
vigilant.
–Read at St. Lydia’s on June 24, 2012
July 8th, 2012
by Kathryn Starbuck
Who is that creature
and who does he want?
Me, I trust. I do not
attempt to call out his
name for fear he will
tread on me. What do
you believe, he asks.
That we all want to be
alone, I reply, except when
we do not; that the world
was open to my sorrow
and ate most of it; that
today is a gift and I am
ready to receive you.
-Read at St. Lydia’s on July 1, 2012
July 8th, 2012
pray
pray loudly against the noise of the human hand
which seeks to drown you out
and appear on quiet soles
so that we might understand your footsteps
exert yourself
in order to recognize our prayers
even when they appear in a different garment
because no prayer ever looses itself from the source of the one praying
•
lord
take up the speech
by which i pray to you
grant me the gestures
which have grown within me in your absence
so that i might remain true to my uneducable nature
and take your weakness upon me
•
lord
you should always wander and never let yourself
settle down
because there are no longer any dwelling places
only footsteps
be loud and penetrating
sympathize with me and my stirrings
lead me
all the way to your bread
so that my word might wake
•
lord
stay by me
even if i nourish myself from ashes and salt
be still and listen to that name
which i lend to you
because i want to distinguish you from the idols
grant me patience to endure those who are vain
with their empty words
and the converts
who are zealous to confirm their opposite
and grant
that my waiting be full of revolt
•
lord
when you arrive
we will be light
bread and water
the table is set and the door opened
come and take your place among us
free me of the belief
that you are only faithful from a distance
and speak with me
in the unharried language of animals
who from far off lie in wait for us
with their unadulterated hunger
-Read at St. Lydia’s on June 17
July 8th, 2012
by Howard Nemerov
Nature knits up her kinds in a network, not
in a chain; but men can follow only by
chains because their language can’t handle
several things at once.
-Albrecht von Haller
This morning, between two branches of a tree
Beside the door, epeira once again
Has spun and signed his tapestry and trap.
I test his early-warning system and
It works, he scrambles forth in sable with
The yellow hieroglyph that no one knows
The meaning of. And I remember now
How yesterday at dusk the nighthawks came
Back as they do about this time each year,
Grey squadrons with the slashes white on wings
Cruising for bugs beneath the bellied cloud.
Now soon the monarchs will be drifting south,
And then the geese will go, and then one day
The little garden birds will not be here.
See how many leaves already have
Withered and turned; a few have fallen, too.
Change is continuous on the seamless web,
Yet moments come like this one, when you feel
Upon your heart a signal to attend
The definite announcement of an end
Where one thing ceases and another starts;
When like the spider waiting on the web
You know the intricate dependencies
Spreading in secret through the fabric vast
Of heaven and earth, sending their messages
Ciphered in chemistry to all the kinds,
The whisper down the bloodstream: it is time.
–Read at St. Lydia’s on June 3, 2012
July 8th, 2012
by Mary Oliver
Sunrise
You can
die for it —
an idea,
or the world. People
have done so,
brilliantly,
letting
their small bodies be bound
to the stake,
creating
an unforgettable
fury of light. But
this morning,
climbing the familiar hills
in the familiar
fabric of dawn, I thought
of China,
and India
and Europe, and I thought
how the sun
blazes
for everyone just
so joyfully
as it rises
under the lashes
of my own eyes, and I thought
I am so many!
What is my name?
What is the name
of the deep breath I would take
over and over
for all of us? Call it
whatever you want, it is
happiness, it is another one
of the ways to enter
fire.
–Read at St. Lydia’s on June 10, 2012
June 28th, 2012
We’re seeing a lot of growth in the garden, both in the size of the plants and the progress of our various projects. Some small but robust radish harvests have been made, and the peas are really starting to look like peas! Everything is getting very leafy and bushy and it is a verdant sight to behold. We also made some more good progress construction-wise, leveling out the sitting area, laying down mulch and completing the second bench. It is very cozy now, perfect for cooling your heels and watching the plants grow.
If you are interested in hosting volunteer hours this weekend or next, please email rachel@stlydias.org. Our Garden Manager and Garden Director will be out of town for the next couple of weeks, and we could use some help with watering, especially on June 6th, 7th and 8th.

Eric and Richard relax after leveling the sitting area and covering it with mulch.

Katrina hard at work finishing our second bench, donated by Katrina and her husband Luke!

Proof of concept: four radishes produced in our garden and eaten for breakfast!
June 27th, 2012
Richard Ruane, a congregant at St. Lydia’s, is a preacher’s kid from Dallas. A recovering Baptist, he’s been drifting between Episcopalian and Lutheran congregations since 1992. He works as an administrator in higher education and has grad degrees in communication and education. He preached this sermon at Dinner Church on June 24, 2012.
When I was 28 years old, I was living in Dallas, and I was working with a therapist. She was not the best therapist you could find, but she gave me one good piece of advice: she told me it would be a good idea to put some distance between me and my home city, my history there, and go out into the larger world.
I thought she was trying to be funny: so I laughed.
It was over a year after that when, almost unexpectedly to me, I packed my Toyota Tacoma (yes – I drove a pickup truck), said goodbye to two beautiful faith communities I had been part of. There was a round of goodbyes and I drove 780 miles away to Atlanta.
I was taken in by my friend Kraig. At the time, we had met only once before, but I needed a place to live and he welcomed me.
For me, leaving Dallas was an act of hope. I was diving headlong into a chaotic journey that I needed and had every trust that it would take me where I needed to go. But the actions that I took on hope caught a lot of people in its wake: it changed the way I related to my family. Before they were born (or their parents had even met), I had decided that my nieces and nephews would have an uncle that they only saw twice a year. It changed the way I would see and relate to many of my friends who were themselves quickly dispersing throughout the country, most of them migrating west to California.
Eight years and three cities later, I was living in Chicago, and, surprising myself, climbing a corporate ladder in a company I had come to intensely dislike and distrust, working closely with an executive team that could give the writers of Mad Men or Dallas some pointers on moral bankruptcy. I had no faith community, only a very small group of friends, and near desperate longing for the people who had been my family of choice on the East Coast. I desperately needed a chaotic journey, but lacked the hope that I needed to launch one. But eventually, launch one I did, and despite its beginnings in resignation, it became the reason I returned not just to the East Coast, but why I ended up returning to Christianity when the St. Sebastian church community and its pastor welcomed me to their altar without questions or hesitations.
Of course — many people would tell you that I got that story at least a little bit wrong.
Read the rest of Richard’s wonderful sermon: “Sarah’s Laughter“.