{"id":2083,"date":"2013-02-15T17:39:06","date_gmt":"2013-02-15T22:39:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stlydias.org\/blog\/?p=2083"},"modified":"2013-02-15T17:39:06","modified_gmt":"2013-02-15T22:39:06","slug":"recursus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/2013\/02\/recursus\/","title":{"rendered":"Recursus"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>by Michael Palmer<\/p>\n<p>The voice, because of its austerity, will often cause dust to rise.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The voice, because of its austerity, will sometimes attempt the representation of dust.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Someone will say, I can\u2019t breathe\u2014as if choking on dust.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The voice ages with the body.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, I was shaped by light escaping from a keyhole.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Or, I am the shape of that light.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, For the body to breathe, a layer must be peeled away.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, What follows is a picture of how things are for me now.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, The rose is red, twice two is four\u2014as if another were present.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The dust rises in spirals.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, The distance from Cairo to anywhere is not that great.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0As if one had altered the adjustment of a microscope.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Or examined its working parts.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Possibly an instrument covered with dust and forgotten on a shelf.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Beside a hatbox and a pair of weathered boots.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The voice will expand to fill a given space.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0As if to say, This space is not immeasurable.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0This space is not immeasurable.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0When held before your eyes.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And which voice is it says (or claims to say), Last night I dreamt of walls and courses of brick, last night I dreamt of limbs.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0As you dream\u2014always unwillingly\u2014of a writing not visible and voices muffled by walls.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0As if the question: lovers, prisoners, visitors.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The voice, as an act of discipline or play, will imitate other voices.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0This is what I am doing now.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0This is what I\u2019m doing now.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The clock behind my back, its Fus\u00e9e mechanism.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Voice one recognizes from years before.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Beneath water, hidden by a spark.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Here at the heart of winter, or let\u2019s say spring.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Voice with a history before its eyes.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0With a blue dot before its eyes.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0History of dust before its eyes.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It will say, as if remembering, The letter S stands for a slow match burning.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0On the table before me.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0No numbers on this watch.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And I live in a red house that once was brown.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A paper house, sort of falling down.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Such is the history of this house.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0It looks like this.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Looks just like this.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0We think to say in some language.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Michael Palmer The voice, because of its austerity, will often cause dust to rise. &nbsp; 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