{"id":698,"date":"2011-04-22T10:43:09","date_gmt":"2011-04-22T14:43:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stlydias.org\/blog\/?p=698"},"modified":"2011-04-22T10:45:27","modified_gmt":"2011-04-22T14:45:27","slug":"it-was-like-this-you-were-happy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/2011\/04\/it-was-like-this-you-were-happy\/","title":{"rendered":"It Was Like This: You Were Happy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Jane Hirshfield<\/p>\n<p>It was like this:<br \/>\nyou were happy, then you were sad,<br \/>\nthen happy again, then not.<\/p>\n<p>It went on.<br \/>\nYou were innocent or you were guilty.<br \/>\nActions were taken, or not.<\/p>\n<p>At times you spoke, at other times you were silent.<br \/>\nMostly, it seems you were silent\u2014what could you say?<\/p>\n<p>Now it is almost over.<\/p>\n<p>Like a lover, your life bends down and kisses your life.<\/p>\n<p>It does this not in forgiveness\u2014<br \/>\nbetween you, there is nothing to forgive\u2014<br \/>\nbut with the simple nod of a baker at the moment<br \/>\nhe sees the bread is finished with transformation.<\/p>\n<p>Eating, too, is a thing now only for others.<\/p>\n<p>It doesn\u2019t matter what they will make of you<br \/>\nor your days: they will be wrong,<br \/>\nthey will miss the wrong woman, miss the wrong man,<br \/>\nall the stories they tell will be tales of their own invention.<\/p>\n<p>Your story was this: you were happy, then you were sad,<br \/>\nyou slept, you awakened.<br \/>\nSometimes you ate roasted chestnuts, sometimes persimmons.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<em>Read at St. Lydia&#8217;s on April 17<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Jane Hirshfield It was like this: you were happy, then you were sad, then happy again, then not. It went on. You were innocent or you were guilty. Actions were taken, or not. At times you spoke, at other times you were silent. Mostly, it seems you were silent\u2014what could you say? Now it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/698"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=698"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/698\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":703,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/698\/revisions\/703"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stlydiasliturgy.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}